MAY FAVES

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I am well aware that my blog has been dead for almost two months now. So much for being a consistent blogger. I'm sorry, I just had nothing to blog about but then who reads my blog so. Okay, since I have been MIA for two months I thought that I would blog about my May Favourites, hence the title. I got this idea while I was in the shower. Figured that I don't need to wait for a camera just so I can make a video about it. It's almost the same anyway minus the my kiddy voice.

Enough with the blabbering. For some of you don't know, May Faves is where I show you my favourite things in the month of May. Lets start.

M O I S T U R I Z E R

I DID IT

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(Personal Post)

You (lovely reader,you) may be wondering what is this post about so I am sat here with my sore body to tell you about it. Penang Free School held their Cross Country Run 2014 at Youth Park. Every school usually has this as an extra activity for students to gain marks for their respective sports house so one of them will be declare as champions on Sports Day. Anyway, I usually don't get involved in these kind of things. Main reason, self-conscious which leads to anxiety. Second reason, I'm a pessimist. So during my high school years in Convent Green Lane, I usually skip this or walk on my pace.

FOOD AND GOOD COMPANY PT 2

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It's almost one in the morning and here I am trying to keep my promise. Well, at least I'll type half of it first. I'll just talk about my night first. Okay, we reached Esplanade around 4pm and I had four hours to panic so I did. When it was time for our performance, I was ready (or at least that's what I thought). I was fine, everything was fine but then right after the first line..my voice cracked. It was not only 'Oh, it's just a crack. I can fix it.' IT WAS NOT, I THOUGHT I COULD FIX IT. My voice was cracking and trembling the whole way. My hands were shaking, I had cold flushes, my chest tightened, nothing was coming out from my throat and my stomach felt sick. Yes, I had a bloody panic attack on the bloody stage! I've never experienced any panic attacks as horrid as this. This is hard for me to admit honestly but I just want to share this horrifying night(for me) with you guys. YES, I HAVE AN EXTREME HIGH LEVEL OF ANXIETY. NO THIS IS NOT A JOKE OR ANYTHING FUNNY. THIS THING RUINS YOUR LIFE AND SOMETIMES YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. AND WHEN YOU HAVE PANIC ATTACKS IT'S VERY VERY VERY HARD TO CALM YOURSELF.

FOOD AND GOOD COMPANY PT1

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HEY HEY HEYYYY! I'm trying not to be a lazy blogger okay? This is me trying. Before I start blogging about my day and the review, can I just rant a little? I have this performance tonight I'm really afraid that I'll screw it up. I don't care if there's going to be people or not but I just don't want to disappoint people and also myself. I want to prove to myself that I can do it. Yesterday during practice I screwed up so many times. I either was too fast or slow, also was not strong enough. I hate this, why did I even agree to doing this in the first place?

VELVET

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HELLO! I always have been the worse blogger ever. I either have nothing to update or get very lazy when there is something to blog about. Maybe I'll be blogging more about thoughts or chit chat stuff or just vlog about it as I have been taking videos with my phone. Anyway, here I am sitting on my chair with my messy hair and needing to take a loo.

So, earlier this Tuesday. Farts, Chums and I decided to be a little more earth friendly by walking and taking the bus to Queensbay Mall. ALSO cause my wings(car) was in the repair shop. Haha, but it was really nice to walk again even though we were already sweating the minute we took the first step.

OOTD :: UNCALLED FOR

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[WARNING :: POST IS RATHER LONG DUE TO AMOUNT OF PHOTOS]

Hahah! It's been almost a month since my blog has been updated. Sorry, I've been busy and also lazy again. Anyway, Farts and I decided to walk around town today and getting there by bus. Mainly, cause we miss sitting the bus and also we really felt like walking around. Okay, carry on!

OUTFIT OF THE DAY

OOTD x HAUL

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GRUMPY PUSS // BORING DAY.

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Took note of the title? It was not boring actually, my mood was horrible hence me being a pain in the ass. But whatever, I was fine after that. 

Okay, since it's been a month since Mars, Farts and I spend time together so yeah. We went to Kayu for lunch and then to Paragon. That's from one end to another cause I think petrol is like one cent. Mmmhmmmm. We didn't watch any movie, mostly window shopping oh, except for Farts cause she seldom spoils herself. 

CHUMMY TIME

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So, it was just Chummy (Mars) and I yesterday. Farts couldn't join us due to work. It was a last minute thing really. Our actual plan was to just have lunch at Passions Of Kerala, Brown Garden (one of my favorite places) but then I suggested Paragon, so yeah. 

Okay, I was really hungry by the time we got there so I was a little barbaric haha! It was Chums first time there and I got a little excited. We ordered two Vegetarian Set , a plate of Fried Chicken(it's amazing y'all really need to try it!) and a plate of Fried Bitter Gourd. They have another branch in New World Park but I don't like that one. It's more pricey of course cause they have more expenses there. I prefer the one at Brown Garden, well maybe cause I've been going there ever since I was a little girl. OKAY BACK TO FOOD. Chums had the Mango Lassi and I had my usual, Teh Tarik.